Friday, January 5, 2007

WE WERE MEANT TO LIVE!!!

This is a song dat i think really suits my thoughts right now... Read the lyrics, maybe u'll understand me a bit better ;)

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fumbling his confidence and
wondering why the world has passed him by
hoping that he's bent for more than
arguements and failled attemps to fly...fly...

we were MEANT TO LIVE for so much more
have we lost ourselves?
somewhere we live inside
somewhere we live inside

we were MEANT TO LIVE for so much more
have we lost ourselves?
somewhere we live inside

dreaming about providence
and whether mice and men have second tries...
maybe we've been living with our eyes half open?
maybe we're bent and broken?...broken...

we were MEANT TO LIVE for so much more
have we lost ourselves?
somewhere we live inside
somewhere we live inside

we were MEANT TO LIVE for so much more
have we lost ourselves?
somewhere we live inside

we want more than this world's got to offer
we want more than this world's got to offer
we want more than the wars of our fathers
everything inside screams for second lives... yeah...

we were MEANT TO LIVE for so much more
have we lost ourselves?
we were MEANT TO LIVE for so much more
have we lost ourselves?
we were MEANT TO LIVE for so much more
have we lost ourselves?

WE WERE MEANT TO LIVE...WE WERE MEANT TO LIVE...
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Love this song... especially the 1st and 2nd verse *think of the "him" in the song as me...* This song talks so much about our lives... I mean, think it over!!! I'm a guy with ZERO confidence! argues alot with my parents! not to mention all these failled attemps I've made to "fly" *metaforically speaking that is..^^*

Well, like the song says... WE WERE MEANT TO LIVE (for so much more)! I think it's time to get up on our feet...stand up for what we believe in...get a life, not the life other want us to take! but the life we want for ourselves!!! We should have the freedom to choose, its our lives, not theirs, we make the rulz, NOT THEM!

I think the aim of this song was to wake us all up... *cuz, really we ARE living with our eyes half open!* ask urself, r u doing things u really wanna do? or r u just living the way ur parents, friends, relatives,etc. want u to live, doing stuff that has become a daily rutine without us even realizing it!!!

Yea...i think we really ARE broken in the sense that we dont know wat we're doing... we're just breathing, eating, sleeping now just so we dont die, ARE we really living for any purpose? i mean think about it! we're just living in this silly cycle of life until our hearts stop beating! It's just like a mouse on a wheel... running so fast but getting nowhere! THEN WHAT?!?! It's either we go to Heaven OR hell, but whose to decide? BINGO, GOD (Christian, Muslim, Bhudist or Hindu)! Thats y i think we should really acctually spend some time living for the purpose of getting into heaven...

the point is...

while we're still alive, DO SOMETHING, to make a difference... do something GOOD... do something that one day, when ur in Heaven, u'll wake up and say: "wow! I've done so much in my life and it was really worth living..."

IT'S TIME TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I hope i have not offended any1 in anyway by posting this, i sinserely apologize if i have done so)

(thanks SWITCHFOOT for this amazing song ^^)

I'M Mr.Lonely...

Lonely... I'm Mr.Lonely... I have no budy... to call my own...
(gosh! this song suits me so much!)

I'm so lonely... Evrytime i meet a gal, get along real nice with her.. then when i say i've got feelings for her then BANG! She starts ignoring me...*most of the time completely >.<* been like dat for 6 years in a row already, i think im cursed or sumthing... *i need to see a priest!*

I'm so lonely... especially now in form 4, my class oni got 3 frends! so many guyz... too little galz... like gay class ler! (today 2 ppl were already playing "gay" in my class lol...) i wanna change class, i cant and wont survive this hell!!!

I feel like dropping out bc! i'll probably get an E if i dont! If the school wont let me... i'll have to go change school! and be even lonelier!!! T.T Any1 else feel like droping out bc oso? PM me plz!!!

Any1 feeling as lonely as me? I wanna hear from u guyz whos feeling lonely or down, sad, demented, tormented, and praying each day that we ARE meant to live for so much more! ... I'm one of those guyz who r so sick of life they'd rather find the highest cliff on earth and jump off rahter than to live through this entire cr@p (well I aint gonna do that cuz i'll go to hell, BUT THATS NOT THE POINT! =.=)

(Holding a guitar playing "Mr.lonely" while writing this)