Friday, January 5, 2007

I'M Mr.Lonely...

Lonely... I'm Mr.Lonely... I have no budy... to call my own...
(gosh! this song suits me so much!)

I'm so lonely... Evrytime i meet a gal, get along real nice with her.. then when i say i've got feelings for her then BANG! She starts ignoring me...*most of the time completely >.<* been like dat for 6 years in a row already, i think im cursed or sumthing... *i need to see a priest!*

I'm so lonely... especially now in form 4, my class oni got 3 frends! so many guyz... too little galz... like gay class ler! (today 2 ppl were already playing "gay" in my class lol...) i wanna change class, i cant and wont survive this hell!!!

I feel like dropping out bc! i'll probably get an E if i dont! If the school wont let me... i'll have to go change school! and be even lonelier!!! T.T Any1 else feel like droping out bc oso? PM me plz!!!

Any1 feeling as lonely as me? I wanna hear from u guyz whos feeling lonely or down, sad, demented, tormented, and praying each day that we ARE meant to live for so much more! ... I'm one of those guyz who r so sick of life they'd rather find the highest cliff on earth and jump off rahter than to live through this entire cr@p (well I aint gonna do that cuz i'll go to hell, BUT THATS NOT THE POINT! =.=)

(Holding a guitar playing "Mr.lonely" while writing this)

2 comments:

blinkstar said...

yea.. i agree tat we should live life wit a purpose.. sometimes, i felt quite down too.. but, i'm glad tat i'm living a life with food, water, clothes and a family.. Maybe we'll disagree wit our parents until we can't stand anymore.. but i chose not to argue.. i believe tat time can change things.. there's no point arguing cos most of the time they think tat they are right.. i always ask myself, why these kind of things will happen? i guess many people will think that why d others have a perfect family, wy don i? but, when i start to think of the unfortunate people in life.. it really touches my heart.. i really have a dream and i know wat i like to do.. but my parents always think tat i don know how to manage my time.. but i proof them wrong.. Last but not least, i just wan to say tat, just BELIEVE in YOURSELF, FLY HIGH, and acheive your DREAMS cos GOD knows when others don know..

Flora said...

dun be lonely.. you can still turn to God ya know..

girls are hard to pleased.. that's true.. haha.. but dun be so hard on urself la.. u are not cursed or something.. just not the right time for love i suppose?

u are not the only lonely one.. i'm lonely in school too.. i have a lot of friends but i dun really have a best fren that i hang out with all the time.. in class.. guys are like so much more than girls.. and im not really close with all the girls too.. btw i have too many guy friends.. until im beginning to worry about it.. for no reason..

lately i have been really sad and depress.. cant really concentrate on my spm right now.. oh and.. i also wanna drop bc.. but i dun think the school will allow that.. im also going to talk to the headmaster see whether i can drop physics or not.. cause those two subjects i really dun wanna take.. of course i dun wanna take history and moral and bm also.. but too bad it's all compulsory.. boohoo..